Particularly... nothing

Lastly I’ve been thinking about vacations, free time, games, movies, etc. But all that stuff is so far away.

There’s a great barrier and I can’t see beyond it.

I suppose I’ll think about it in February and this will be just an awful memory and I could do a lot of things like the stuff written before or particularly ... nothing! That’s the best choice by far, although I just thought a better one and I'll do it now... It's time to sleep